Latest news & views

God is Ordinary

I don’t know if you've ever been lucky enough to experience one of those crazy vortex machines. You know, the ones that spin round and round while you're trapped inside. As they spin you find gravity having less and less of a hold on you until you’re climbing up walls, chilling upside down... But as the vortex starts to slow you’re aware that your time of freedom is coming to an end. If you don’t get off the wall you’ll end up crashing down on your head as the normal rules of life (and gravity) come back into play. You’re forced to become grounded again.

As I begin a new stage of my journey it’s hard not to see some comparisons. 2014, my year as a Haerenga Intern, was full of new experiences and fruitfulness in terms of growth in my self, my knowledge and my relationship with God and others. It was in no way an easy, 'gravity-free' ride but I could see God working through the challenges, shaping me as I was forced to rely on him.

And then there’s this year. Don’t get me wrong, I’m really enjoying my transition back into medical studies but... there is that element of heaviness, as gravity takes hold and everything slows down. As I settle back into Kiwi life, with my clothes snug in drawers not a suitcase, surrounded by people who look and speak like me, I’m rather terrified of getting too comfortable and becoming stagnant in my faith. I’m afraid of routine and apathy. Overseas in the unfamiliar, away from normal support, it’s relatively easy to see a need for dependence on God. Here ... well, I could go a whole day without giving God a second thought. It’s a bit like that feeling - I’m sure you’ve all experienced it in one way or another - after a church camp or a timely sermon, when you leave pumped about God and ready to change the world. You cling onto this for a week or so before life gets in the way. What was that camp about again?

God, I don’t want a bar of this. I don’t want to sideline the things I’ve learnt for a rainy day. I want to still be hungry, to have that restlessness in my heart, a longing to be a part of your mission. But how?

I think often we’re caught in this waiting zone. Waiting to finish study and start a ‘real’ job. Waiting for more responsibility in the job we've got. Waiting for the next step in a relationship. Whatever we're waiting for, perhaps that’s when life will really start. That’s where I’ll be able to do big things for God

I'm waiting for the time when I might actually have useful skills to offer, to perhaps fulfil some fantasy of clambering, khaki clad across mountains to deliver medical aid. For now I am the 'curtain puller,' drawing curtains around a patient’s bed to at least give a vague impression of privacy while the medical team discuss their medical problems. At best I am a smiling face in the corner, at worst a plain annoyance. It’s a rather humbling place, knowing that no one will notice if I'm not present - the cogs will keep turning, the curtains will still get drawn. It’d be very easy to treat this time as a gap filler, a wee blip before my 'proper work' and 'real mission' begins. But if there’s one thing I've learnt from my year out it's that mission isn’t something you can step in and out of. Mission is always here and now. In our transitions, in our routines and norms there are always opportunities to step out. It’s just a matter of looking.

I know that our God is a God of the ordinary. Often it seems like he’s intentionally picked the most plain, unremarkable, unqualified people to partner with him in his plans. So we have every reason to expect God to be moving in our ordinary. Today I'm going to draw the curtain with purpose and flare, knowing that God has put me in this hospital at this time, for a reason.

 

THE MUSE

What aspect of your 'ordinary' does God want to transform?

 

THE MOVE

Be intentional to look for God in your ordinary today and for the next week.

2 thoughts on “God is Ordinary

  1. Hey Natalie!
    What an awesome blog, so true! Totally relate to that… great reminder that God’s mission is still going on regardless whether we want it to be, or feel prepared to be, part of it or not (because most of the time I don’t)! I’ve started volunteering a bit with St John and feel like a bit of a third wheel at times. I usually forget, but this can be a great time for prayer – even if it’s only a few seconds. Keep welcoming God behind those curtains and drawing them with a purpose 😀 you’re awesome!

  2. Yes! Mission is not a grand and radical thing reserved for super Christians. Mission is God in the ordinary. Meetings and changing nappies can change the world.

Comments are closed.